feeling tired

that is what came to my head this morning, big fun for this weekend, with the Ed Paschke show opening tonight and Tyler and I going to the cubs/ marlins game on sunday. still wondering when someone will find and read my blog, but i havent told anyone really, except for my brother. anyway, back to work, have a great weekend...

cried like a baby

just took my oldest son to his first day of kindergarden, one of the hardest things i have ever done in my life. i have waited for this day for a long time, and when it hit, it hit hard, my son was walking onto the bus, i broke down, tears and all. believe me, if you have a son, this is one of those times, it was a happening, for sure. but i have never felt prouder than i did this morning when he walked off with his class to his first day of school. i love you tyler.

check this out

josh is back in the studio, lets see what they come up with.

surgery sucessful

they took out my fathers tonsils, and now he will have to endure chemotherapy. prognosis is good, we just have to wait and see.... after what happened to my x-father in law, its hard to be positive, but i will pray for him.

good morning

sitting here at work, moving slow since we all went out last night, boozing. was fun but now i'm paying for it. waiting for news from my dads camp to see how the surgery goes, have my fingers crossed.

more bad news

just found out from my dad that he is going in for emergency surgery, they found a tumor in his neck, and they have to remove his tonsils. i just lost my ex father in law just the other week to cancer, i dont need this right now.....

my first post

well, here I go, my first official blog post, what to say, what to say. this is very interesting, because I have never had an outlet to vent feelings and thoughts, but now I do. what will become of me? will it make me a better person, i dont know, but i hope it will have some influence on my life. i do know that many things in my life cause me stress, and with this little space in the internet, maybe it will help me find my way. and somehow, if you find me here, my thoughts and stories can help you too. anyway, today i am dealing with issues with the girlfriend and her boss, who is very jaded when it comes to men. and believe me, she has never met a guy like me before. i love my girl dearly, but she can't express her feeling to her friend without getting blasted by her, which is wrong. she is frustrated with her also, and it seems that it is not getting any better as time goes by.

hello

happy birthday.